i carry all of my sins
to answer my question
and to full the emptiness
of my destruction

as i walk to the streets
the shadow of concretes
makes me cry
and the ashes of the
dust showed me to survive

i have failed a lot of
times and stumbled at
your feet but my spirit is winning
through your fantasy

i am a young girl
in your narrow eye
but you'll never know
ill be your best enemy..

in your awful hands
you wash your face
but your ugliness
never fade
you've done a crime
in my riot mind..

there's a riot in my mind a crime
that has been proven but justice is
unfair so i let it burn,
a crime that you believe 'coz you've
never been in riot,while ignorance
hugs so i let you burn,
accuse me a sinner coz i don't give
sympathy to your doctrine
so i let you all burn,.


when everything turns into dust,
i'm the one left in this world,
where cruelty is in the eye of everyone,
and judgement is in thier hand.

thier voice is like a thunder that scattered me,
thier words are powerfull to end someones life
i'm done and tired listening to thier lies,

i've been a victim by thier lies before
and it make me believe that i can live in fantasy,
but one day i woke up w/o nothing but all of thier lies,
and it makes me cry,
i cry for happiness because reality get touch
on me that i can never live in fantasy.

and now that reality is in front of me
i don't want to close my eyes again and just let
my ears open,
now that i'm here there's no way of it
but to face and fight all of it.

I am is I am

    i am one of the fire that lights the dark side of this world,
the enemy that you can shared your thoughts  and ideas, a friend that will
push you on the edge of nothing and leave you hanging, i can be your greatest fear
and will be your beautiful nightmare..
i am is am and no one knows it,